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Hey guys,
Today I found out that my parents whom I live with have no money after January. My Mum can't get a job at all and my Dad got a Christmas job in a shop but is not getting kept on- tomorrow is his last day working there. We came home from an outing and my Dad said we got the bills in. I dread that word. My Mum says after my Dad's pay which he will get next month we can't afford anything. I am stressing like mad. Its all my fault. I should be out working. I am nearly 27 and I am not working. I should be. I spoke with my Support Worker today and we spoke about what job I would g into. I said I still wanted to worked in care. She said maybe I need to re-think it as it might be a stressful job for me. I worked previously in care. Its my job, I have known it for 10 years. I am on a benefit called ESA. I had to go for an interview at the Jobcentre and they deemed me unfit to work back in September. My 3 months are up now and I have heard nothing from them. I can apparently volunteer myself to look for work via a worker from the Jobcentre.
What am I to do? Do I go looking for a job or don't I?
Then I am worrying about my reference from my old job who sacked me in May. I am worried about what they are gonna write about me. I have the Volunteer Co-ordinator from my other job but I still need my most recent employment. I never hurt anyone. I went off sick when I knew I was ill so not to put anyone in my charge in danger.
Why is life so frigging complicate and frustrating?
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