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Originally Posted by melissa.recovering
...I feel like I should remember these past 3 years so clearly, because such significant things have happened. But it feels like a blur, like a former lifetime ago. It almost feels like it happened to somebody else...or didn't even happen at all. I suppose I should be grateful...but it makes me uneasy that my mind could just forget such a significant block of time in my life so easily...Can anybody relate to this?
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Oh yes. It's often struck me how when I am in one place, the other is so unreal. I know
intellectually such and such things, but because my head is not there at that time, I can't feel it... just how very intense it was. I
know it was real, but I can't
quite believe it somehow. I have some clear memories (I can "see" myself and remember thoughts) that I can recite, but can't remember when one happened in relation to another, when exactly they happened or large chunks of time for that matter. To be fair, I'm totally "time-challenged" as it is, so that's not overly surprising, but it's kind of embarrasing not to be able to string it all together in
any kind of logical sense.
Added: Wow, re-reading this, it sounds so non-sensical. It's so hard to describe(!) But at least I know you guys know what I mean.
