My friend si'd again today. Needed stitches...
I dont know if I can deal with it without hurting myself.
I can’t stay around her now. I would do no good, anyways... I’ve been pushing her too much, telling her she isn’t really trying. Maybe I’m just triggering her.
I’m mad at her, I guess. I feel that I can’t support her anymore and for the 1st time I didn’t try to talk to her as I always do when she’s not okay. I don't know what is the right thing to do.
And the "funny" thing is that I sit here to write these things down as if it would make everything better. Everything will be the same way after submitting this thread. Just watch it...