Maybe we keep fighting so we can find that place we want and seek despritly.. even tho we prolly will never ever get to that place.
And the unknown of what lays after this world... where we end up.. if its better or if its worse? ...
It does come back.. especially if it never went away fully... that's where i'm at right now.. and it only keeps getting worse... I get this song stuck in my head right now.. that kinda refers to how i feel towards a person..
"...I will wait for you to find me.. but i know that you never will... I will seek to you to save me.. but I know you never will... I will try to regain passion.. but i'm faultering... I will try to overcome this.. but i'm overwhelmed, agian. Its a lovely day.. to never feel this way again.... and will i ever find... someone who understands, my mind? ... I dont think so... It's just a sea of faces, of vaccant stares.."