Hey there, Jackal, glad you found us at PsychCentral. I've been trying to get away from depression since I was eight--almost like a game of run for your life. But I think I catch your meaning--if I got a phone call from someone promising to hide me from my foe if I'd go to Fargo, ND, I'd move there tomorrow.

I've never known a day without it since I was a kid. You? Do you remember when you were okay? That's the oddest thing ... I can remember being someone else, without this gigantic storm about to break inside their soul.

Keep coming back. I think you might find a safe little nest here.