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Originally Posted by roadrunnerbeepbeep
This is your forum. (And not mine, BTW, I'm just an interested bypasser. You can chase me out if you want.)
Why? You started this thread because you had things to say, you care about your friend. Are you sure you don't want to say what you wanted to say?
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Im really tired and I dont know what I want to say.
I started this thread because Im freaking mad at my friend because she hurts me when she hurts herself. And
she hurting herself makes me want to hurt myself. And really? Why I always end up in relationships like this? I mean, I love her, Im worried about her. She was there so many times for me but
I cant be there for her now. It's unfair which makes me want to hurt myself! But I know
I love her more than she loves me and that makes it easier for her to be there for me because she really doesn't care, you know!!! And
that makes me want to hurt myself. AND it sounds absolutely selfish cuz the poor girl is struggling too! And
being selfish makes me want to hurt myself!
I cant stop thinking: Should I give up? Should I stay and fight with her?
Am I this bad cuz she's that bad? Is this real?
I dont even know if this is real!!!
