Ugh! If anything could let up... My tmj has officially messed me up. I cant eat, therefore I cant take my lithium (couldnt last night either)so im sure depression will come back soon... Just crossing my fingers that I can get at least something down so I can take at least one dose... Better than none huh? Id go to the er, but what can they do? More meds that dont work? Im already taking a high antiinflamatory... and I hate the thought of MORE MEDS!! :/.

I know that was just rambling, just kind of bored. Starved for attention (bf worked til 4am and is still sleeping, its after 11) and kid world is becoming old old old! But on a lighter note... the bf will be out before midnight... So well get to see the ball drop together, our 5th year seeing it together! Sounds lame, but were only 22! im just glad im at peace mentally right now!