Miss Laura- Although it is not much help, I can understand your situation. As a parent myself I always worry about my children. I am sure that your parents are not feeling bad about you living there. They will work things out and you can try to get a little job to help. I know it is scary, but I would do what the other friend suggested and not mention the last job. Go for what you love to do! I wish you many blessings in the new year. Keep me posted if you feel like it as I care about you and your outcome!