hi....

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I guess i still have bpd..
I was pretty sure i didn't.
but now i'm being told by everyone that i do.
even though i was told by everyone for a few years that i didn't have it anymore..
Then last night...
I went crashing down to where i was before i even first got the first diagnoses of BPD...
And thus the abandoment schema was triggered, and then came the angry child mode.. then the guilt... and i'm still trying to figure this out... because i forgot all that i did before pretty much.. (as in schema therapy a long time ago)

Anyways... hi! ..