I agree with all you said, I don't like it but I agree it is the truth. The problem is you do see people emotionally fulfilled and so I know it isn't a dream and loneliness is a true condition. I love my alone time but I do get moments of who really cares about me, and when the answer is next to none, it is very depressing. I wholeheartedly agree no one person is going to fix me, I have to do the work myself, it is just sometimes you want to call someone and say I am hurting! and have that person respond in such a way that helps you. But until then, I have all of you and I don't take you all for granted, I really appreciate all you do to clarify my head.