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Old Dec 31, 2011, 02:21 PM
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Originally Posted by B1_NRecovery View Post

My inner scapegoat was triggered. Just like in my family, I was stating the obvious and breaking through the denial of abuse. Instead of the perpetrator (my dad) being held accountable, I was told I was the problem for a "bad attitude." If I can't rage outward, I will rage inward--hello Borderline.

I have never seen this expressed so clearly before. I have felt this so many times before, but never known how to share it. I am sorry that you have felt this too, especially so intensely and o recently, but I am grateful to you for expressing it so eloquently. Thank you.