So I finally wrote him back for those that have been kinda following... Here's what I wrote:

Hey doc. Srry took me while to respond I was really upset w/ you but whatever I'm sure was honest mistake...n ur human lol so it is what is is. It sucks for me cause I needed u, but whatever thats ok I guess.
Thx for offering me to talk 2 u via phone. I do really appreciate that it's just that I don't really Iike the phone (to talk) I usually am on it to txt n email on on Internet & I dnt really talk to anyone on the phone n I am just barely learning how to talk in ur office theres no way I could do that over the phone. If we talked it'd be some superficial bs and i dont wanna waste ur time...i already feel like im a burden on u n all not tryin 2 add to that...but thnx 4 the offer.
Happy New Year

And.... He wrote back this morning:
You are never a burden to me and I enjoy working with you. Maybe that's why I feel you are healthier than you think you are! You have such a great energy. I understand why you were so angry yesterday and I'm glad you expressed it! Have a good New Year's Eve. i hope you find a cute man to kiss! Email me if you want this weekend. See you on Tuesday. Dr. S.

So.. There it is. I WAS pleased to see an email...but I know he's doing that because he screwed up. Also does anyone else's T say i know ur better than you think you are??!! He says that all the time and I HATE it!! So what? I'm lying about how I'm feeling and you think I'm fine?? That I'm being overly dramatic?? Lol I'm srry just makes me mad. I've wondered if that's standard practice w/ T's?
I'm pretty sure thinking a out Sui idealation n stuff almost everyday isn't normal..(yes, he Knows this)

Anyways hope everyone has a good new year... I think I'm just gonna stay in tonight...


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