Hi I am new here. I have never done anything like this before, so if I don't do it right please let me know. I'm nothing special, just a regular nice guy that always comes in last just.
I feel like I can't figure out myself. I am 22 years old attending college and still have no idea what I want to do with my life. I feel like a failure and I feel like everyone is judging me. I can't seem to ever put my true feelings out in the open. My therapists says that it because I don't trust anyone and that's true. I tend to see the bad in people and I have tried to be different, but its hard. I don't even know why I am writing this, but I need to get my thoughts out of my head. I'm nothing. I see everyone all around me being happy, but all I feel is pain.