I thought you 2 had a good conversation last time? A lot of therapy is learning how to work through misunderstandings and differences. Have you been talking about these things with your therapist?
Ive been trying its just not very easy. Sometimes I want to see my T more often and then there are times I never want to see him again! I feel like I'm all over the place and I don't know what to do.

Then the plan will change in 2 weeks?

I see some of this as you learning how to become empowered. You become empowered by working through this stuff with these people.