Thanx for all of the wonderful thoughts. I haven't been here long, but I already feel like this is the only place I can talk.

Once I decided to shut down, I seem to have made an unconscious change at work. We write down technical impressions of what we see (I'm an ultrasound tech) in a log. I'm writing my few words in all caps now, as opposed to my usual scrawl. I figure when I''m over this hump, my handwriting will return to normal.

This too shall pass......this too shall pass.....