((((curlydee)))) I am not sure I am the one to say this as I have the same problem, noboby understands me. After 10 years of my battle I am openning up about how I feel. One person at a time. Not sure if it is going to work but I did have one person tell me that they understood and had been there. It is very hard to say something. But maybe you could educated your husband, bring a book home on depression and share it with him. Run depression search on line and show him you are not the only one that suffers from depression. Only ideas, you have to do what you think is best. Talking this over with a doctor would be a huge plus. Good luck - try to have a good new year..