I hate when people say i know how you feel, but in this one i can say it and mean it. I have been faking it for ages, at first it was just easier now its just tiring and im starting to resent the fact that im the one that has to make all the dam effort! I have tried alot of things and when starting meds the transition period can be prtty rough. My only advice go back to you T and discuss it with them, and see what happends. Hope you get what you need.