Oh, hankster. I'm embarrassed by what you wrote, and think it's hilarious at the same time! And it's true, too. I'm embarrassed because my T and I are both female. I don't want to have those kinds of feelings for her. I don't accept them very well, and try to make them be about something else. You're more honest than I am! Crotchety/crotchy. You are TOO funny!!!! Seriously, it's about my T as a person too. I'm not hot and bothered either, but it's in "that vicinity".