Thanks BB... You know what? Not 1 out of 3 people who professed to care and promised to be there bothered researching what it is I battle with daily. And now 2 out of 3 are MIA. And the 3rd 1? Well he is physically around, but don't know jack. (my brother) I just avoid him now, everytime i tried reaching out to him i felt invalidated. NEVER putting myself thru that again. I'm sorry you're also without a support system... h u g