Oh I know, I know... Ms Toxic fakely said she would look it up and didn't, and Ms Immature and bf just didn't. And I've looked up ALL of their stuff.

Is this indifference a new thing, Trippin, or has it been like this since you were diagnosed (can't remember how long ago that was...)? When I was diagnosed my parents didn't believe me, thought i was making it up etc. Absolutely invalidating and it's exactly the reason I haven't told them of my re-diagnosis now. I completely understand you on that one.

I told more people when I was first diagnosed than I do now. I tend to keep myself to myself with this now. Some of the (non-)responses are just too hurtful, aren't they. First time around, my best friend refused to go on a holiday we'd arranged with others if I went. And other friends' parents were warning them away from me.

Are you seeing a T? How's your pdoc? I'm about to fire my T (another one bites the dust), but my pdoc is great. But still. He's a doctor. You know...

I hope I haven't made you feel worse with my moaning Bit of a dodgy day here too. Just wanted to sort of say that I totally get what you are saying, and I feel for you.

BB