Right, so that makes me think it's not a CURRENT feeling, it's more of a flashback? I only realized that as a result of these various discussions here today. And the past six months, of course, but something clicked today. I have told the crotchety story here before, didn't click for me. I too had boyfriends, since 2nd grade. We used to kiss each other's forehead in class!
P.s. But yeah, my poor T! he definitely deserves a medal!