You know what? I decided I'm going to let him email me...even though I'm pretty sure it will say something about not being able to meet tomorrow and wondering if we could meet later in the week...which I can't...I don't want to make up some excuse-I want to see if he even remembers...considering last session he had to ask me if the hospital was the best place for me right now you would think he would...but I'm probably setting myself up for disappointment-so maybe I will send one to prevent that...I feel myself pulling away...whatever : (
....I know all of this sounds so stupid and it's my emotional brain doing all this...but i dont care right now...