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Old Jan 01, 2012, 03:29 PM
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thanks for your responses. they all helped a lot and i feel a lot bet able to cope with the push/pull conflict between parts. and i also don't feel so lost within the parts which makes things a lot easier.

for those that work with "parts", there is an excellent new book "coping with trauma-related dissociation" by suzette boon, kathy steele and onno van der hart. it covers a lot of things other books don't (such as phobia of inner experience, phobia of both attachment and abandonment, how to cope with relaxation/free time, how to cope with loneliness). a lot of it is focused on how these kind of things are the result of conflicts between parts. one thing is doesn't cover is how to negotiate/communicate with parts about conflicts so both sides "win". i still have no idea how to do that (usually one wins and the other loses which is not what i want to see happen).

anywho, thanks a lot for your help. i'm going to try emailing t now, except now that it's come time to, things are terrified inside
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He said that we can email as MUCH as we want (100 times per day). Believe in this - it is challenging fears about being punished. It is okay to be seen. You are not a nuisance. "Too much" simply means exploration, not punishment/withdrawal. Trust in him.

Not looking at him is about keeping aspects of self hidden/secret. We know that is not the healthy choice. Keep working on this - you will get there.

Accept there are parts. Be kind and gentle with them. Working with parts and feelings is the key to happiness. We have been happy before when listened to them and accepted them and were open to feelings. Write in your journal - it is safe to do so.