Thank you so much Echoes and Soup...I feel like I'm at such a tension point-I have a choice to make right now...I either let me emotions take over-or I do some of the things like Soup suggested...instead of sitting here and ruminating and agonizing over it...(I seriously just looked up flight times to see when he could possibly be getting in...yep I will own that that is crazy)...and just see what he says when he does get back to me-we will either have a session tomorrow or we wont'..and I dont have to make it such a huge freakin deal...