(((((Buttercup))))) - I am sorry you are feeling so low right now - it is such a horrible place to be.
I absolutely value your input on here - the support you have given to me - don't put yourself down you are a good person.
Yes there may be some hard times that you will face in 2012 and it is easy to think of those things as black out blinds to any little ray of sunshine that may try to push through.
This year will be this year - it will come and it will go - there will be difficult times, but if we can reach out at those times we will also find goodness in the support of others.
Thinking of you this evening - hugs to you - Soup