Hi guys I'm new to the site and I'm not sure what to do I'm in a bad way at the moment and don't know what to do family has. Had a enough just need to talk I've been diagnosed with bipolar some time ago I'm forty seven was married for twenty years with four great kids but of late i lost my mum my rock and my relationship has ended very sad my youngest girl has downs syndrome I thought she was sent to save me but with family problems I had to leave I was doin the family no good with my moods if any one can help me understand this