Hi Miracle, thanks for asking this. I am going to have to be a bit of a hypocrite in order to respond, since I'm not doing so well with my ed thoughts at the moment. But, I too have trouble putting food in my mouth. When I've been doing well, I just had to start small, with liquids first, then really small bites, while reexamining what things I actually like tasting. If I started to feel like gagging, I'd stop eating entirely, and try again later in an hour or so. This can be the most difficult part. Good for you for trying your best!