I'm with the others. Get yourself into your therapist or the ER. You should never quit meds cold turkey!

Personally, I can't see overcoming depression without medication, but that's just me.
Emmy is right. You need to take care of yourself as if you are responsible for a small child you love. It isn't being selfish. It's taking care of yourself. Please do that, ok?
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