Hello all. I'm new to this board and I am reaching out because today it seems my depression has peaked and I'm really feeling like doing
something stupid. I won't but the feelings are hitting me like never before right now. I'm in the process of a separation ( soon to be divorced) in part due to my depression. I have isolated myself from family and friends and have no one. I'm currently staying with my mother (about 30 days now), and I'm unemployed. The past two days I have been an asshole to my mother and my wife and I am feeling extremely guilty about it right now too. I have absolutely no one. I can't believe that this is how I start my new year. I have been crying for a few hours now. I have my daughter (19 months old) with me right now for the weekend and we are alone. I have no one to talk to. I have been reading a book ( feeling good) and thought things were looking up. And now I'm here feeling worse than I ever have. I'm not sure what I'm looking for coming to this site. Please somebody help me.