wepow..

i have been thinking about your situation...& i am in one similar to yours..there are bits & pieces of my past that i can recall about my history with regards to my father & his "friends" that just don't make sense.

i would love to put the puzzle together but since all the players are dead now i doubt i will ever be able too...

i know a man with a 6th grade education working a clerk job was living in a mansion during WW2

i know he was very antisematic as were his friends
i know that when i was growing up in a neighborhood of holicost survivors they frequently spat at us & cursed my father & mother

i know my father felt 6 million was not enough

i also know that the trainer for the german spies who came to the us during the war worked for the same company my father did...

after the war when i was born my parents were living in a shack...& had no $$...plus i had a wealthy jewish godmother...there are many questions like this

(many many more with oh so many nasty secrets)

i will never know...i want to ...but suppose i could do some research...altho i don't know how far any of it would get me...so i guess i am in the same boat you are...it's a mystery..you have some of the parts but not enough to connect them

was he evil? most certainly. did evil things happen? oh yeah...
was it a different time? yeah...