wi, once again, I must tell you, my heart is truly bleeding for you, I am a dog mom, also went throught the trials of purchase or adoption so I can relate of the heartbreak, but I am sending out good vibes, for healing and towards the journey for adoption, my heart tells me it will happen, when it does it will be the best day, in a long time.
Bless you, and remember never give up faith, not all people are creeps,low lifes,degenerates,etc. like the ones that have broken a dream . . . a heart.
Just keep the faith, and know there are still good people, and they wish you the best.
Love and good wishes,
DE