you need to see a doctor soon..

and talking to us on here is a good starting place to get some help.. We are not doctors frist off.. we are all in the same place or close to it as you..

We will listen or give advice as well as we can, but that is about all we can do.. Ask for help, and we will try ok..

Look in the Eating disorder section on that problem there are more qualified ppls over thre to help you out on that ok..

Being suicidal, is something only you can stip with the help of your doc, and with all that you came home too.. you need to get out of your marriage unless you can forgive your huasband for chaeating on yoru 7 times.. [ewwwwwww]

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The Toa pours our everthing into life --
It is cornucopie that never runs dry.

It is the deep source of everything--
it is nothing and yet in everything.