Aww Sweetie,

You are not a horrible person.

You are a sister who loved her brother and misses him.

I understand your pain.

Two of my brothers died.

You will continue to struggle everyday, some days worse than others.

It's only been a year. In grief terms that's about a month.

But good days will come. They might be slow getting here, but they will come.

And that's perfectly okay.

Everyone grieves differently.

There are lots of people here who can support you.

You don't have to hide your pain here.

This is an excellent place to release your feelings.

(((( Valcat ))))