Hey Cherybery
Thanks for replying aye. I did try and ask to be referred to an eating disorder place today. I just feel a bit lost really. Bit overwhelmed. I kind of get the feeling that she doesn't really like me- or either I'm just one of those people who are just too hard to treat or something. I dunno. Maybe she's just sick of depressed people like me! I just feel that she feels that i'm not taking responsibility for my problems heh- but i know that what has happened to me is not entirely my fault- but i can't stop apologising to her and blaming myself all the time. I once expressed quite a bit of anger (because i thought it was allowed)- and it was then suggested that i needed to take antipsychotics- so after that i stopped expressing anger. Some times i wonder really what i'm supposed to be expressing to her. I was angry- but i wasn't throwing things around and hurting anybody or myself and certainly not what i would consider psychotic. I don't understand! I dunno anymore. Thanks again for your reply sweety