Thanks for the replys. I'm still feeling lost though. Now that I want to find out more about this, I can't seem to get anywhere. I guess I'm so confused I don't even really know where to start. I've done searches at PC, but there just seem to be gaps- I can't even really explain it. I rang my nurse today to find out whether the diagnosis is even on my file (having moved about 8 times since the original diagnosis and having so many files throughout the country I have my doubts!) but I'm still waiting to find out. Becoz everything is in such a mess right now, I don't really know where I'm going. I'm thinking facing PTSD is a way of avoiding some of the other stuff, yet it is playing a HUGE part on where i'm at at the moment...Yes, my head is spinning- like I said I'm just so confused and muddled up, and my life feels like it is just in limbo...