I'm glad for you.... I don't. I can't even put my tote bag down, most of the time.

Rainbow Rose (and others who feel safe with T), have you & yr T talked about your feeling safe? I don't think my T and I ever have, not in so many words.

Sometimes she tells me stuff like "but it's OK to be angry in here, it's OK to be angry at me" (even when we both know she didn't do anything) but that's not the same, it doesn't make any sense to me.