Hi,
I am 26 years of age and am very happily married to my wife, whom I have been married to for 6 months. We are both extremely happy together, however, around 6 weeks ago I felt extremely depressed and told her about my bisexual past. When I was single around 19 to 22 years old I experimented with other men, and slept with four men. At the time I didn't think it was a big deal, however, now I hate myself and feel sick everytime I think of it. I have cried on and off for 6 weeks now.
I have spoken to my wife and she has been extremely supportive and has told me to forget about it. However, every time i try and just feel that I can't and that I am 'damaged goods' and that she deserves better than me.
I know at the time I was extremely desperate and that I am 100% straight, however, I can't forgive myself for what I did. Please any advice would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you
Jiles
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