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Old Jan 02, 2012, 04:47 PM
crazylife crazylife is offline
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I've read quite a few posts now that say you take your time and aren't rushed so why do i feel rushed? My T is great but it always feels like the clock is ticking to do this work and the more i'm pushing the harder it is to talk. Is it me? Am i rushing it along because i'm fed up of feeling like this because of PTSD??? It was but now I've been given more time it still feels rushed and in sessions i'm meant to be focusing and all i can hear is tick tick tick. I think i feel like if i don't do this work i'll loose my chance. It's so confusing. I've gone from saying nothing about it really i couldn't even say his name to start with and now i say his name occasionally in sentences it makes me laugh when my T says who even though he knows. I'm worried i'm going to mess it up by rushing and loose everything. Am i over reacting?
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