It's good (in a bad way) that the reason my other sadness/stress thread was deleted won't happen to this one. I knew it wasn't fair, that my entire thread be taken, rather than just the offender's postings. PC put up with such offences for too many months.

This has greatly affected me. I'm just holding it inside, not airing it. Maybe by the end of MAY, if it's still eating at me, I'll share it in T session.

Remember my thread also, about fearing being attacked? NOW WHAT?? Do I fear being attacked also IRL, too? Yeah. I think I have my bases covered...but there's no end to what someone can do... terrorist thrive on that fear.. the WHAT IFs of fear that go on inside a person's head. Just because the fear of being attacked HERE at PC has lessened some... doesn't keep me safe at home.