No i've not been told it. I'm like poison, i'm horrible. I disgust myself, it's like I have finally realised what I am tonight. Most people would want to rip their own eyes out of they realised they were as despicable as me, but not me, I'm too selfish and cowardly.
I feel my 'mental illness,' is not a mental illness I'm just being punished and tortured, for who I am. I see things so clearly now.