I started noticing that I was becoming depressed when I started isolating myself on Friday Dec. 30, 2011. I have kept isolating myself and eating too much. I am getting so emotional like after my appointment on Friday with my pdoc/t I cried for about a half an hour. The reason I was crying was trivial one was because I'm not seeing my pdoc/t till Wednesday, it being the end of the year, and after christmas in 2010 I had to put down my dog. Today i was going to start cryng because my niece who is 2 got into time out and i just was going to cry how stupid is that. Last night I had thoughts of taking a bunch of pills but I didn't. I feel worthless and hopeless. I feel like I have no meaning in life. I compare myself to others and that is not a good thing to do,