Thanks Wi, Time & Patricia...
I have such wretched trust issues to begin with. What happened to Wi just kind of sparked things inside of me that I had been stuffing.
I am so cautious in my real life, always knowing who is around me @ all times. Always making sure no one is following me. I often cause more scare and alarm then is truly there...but that comes from the abuse in my childhood.
You think you know a person, you see him @ church, you don't ever suspect he could do what he did to you for almost 2 years when you were just a girl.

My faith in people has totally been knocked down.
I feel like there is no possibility of trusting anyone.

But, I didn't form these thoughts in the past few days because of the event here, it just brought to surface my many fears!