hi, Jiles. you sound like you are a perfectly normal guy. i think you should consider seeing a therapist to help with guilt issues.

also, i do not agree with labeling yourself as "damaged goods." you are 100% straight as you have no sexual attraction to men. you experimented and learned it's not for you - confirming you are heterosexual. you have no intention of repeating your youthful curiosity. and, you now have a wife who you love very much and who loves very much. please stay in the present. what is past has passed. your marriage gives you a very very healthy and happy sexual present. please stay in the present and let the past lie.

i wish you all the best.