I know, I don't want to go back either. It's good to have someone who understands. Did you literally almost kill yourself? I'm so sorry, I know how you feel. And it sucks. I am dreading going back, because nobody understands me there and I spend so much time hiding the way I feel, when I really just need to let it out. I've only told my best friend about my depression, but she doesn't really understand. I might talk to my guidance counselor about it soon (which I really am not looking forward to) because I feel that I really need help. I hope school is gets better for you. I am going to be so sad to wake up tomorrow... I'd be happy to hear how school goes for you, if you want to talk about it, PM me or something. btw I'm in 7th grade, what grade are you in?