I hope that next year I can do the holidays different. Of course it seems like I say that every year and every year its stress! My first husband was in ICU in December and died in February and every year I have nitemares about it in December. It makes for a horrible scary stressful Christmas.
I want Christmas to be like when I was a kid. When I looked for Santa and actually thought I saw him. I want the magic not the nitemares.
Maybe next year....................
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