i'm so sick and tiered of this. my psychologist convinced me to tell my parents abut my depression. my sister was the one who told them, yet when i spoke to my mom tonight, she said nothing. my psychiatrist said i'm feeling great pain right now. he's adding a thyroid medicine that i just realized he wanted to give me months ago, but my endocronologist was hesiant. truthfully - i don't care what it does to me. maybe a coma would be a nice break. i really do trust my psychiatrist, so i'm not worried. i want out of this hell! what on earth am i fighting for? this pain is so great that i feel it physically. i need to escape! get me out of here! please..