I'm glad your new t encouraged you to write. That's great. Did she tell you if she would respond? What did your old t do that you're worried about?

I remember being bored and apathetic and lonely during breaks from college. It can be hard to readjust to the different location and pace of things, and not fun if you feel bad about not being productive. But it is good to take a rest and do exactly what you feel like doing sometimes- sleeping, reading an entertaining fun book, watching some movies or whatever.

Anyway, I hope you'll write to your t