that makes sense but why just completely ignore me? i mean i could understand not talking for a little bit and then saying hey sorry i was with some friends or i had to deal with a family thing but she doesnt even do that. i wont hear from her and when i eventually do she just acts like everything is fine and doesnt even give me a reason why she didnt talk to me. i talked to her last night and i said that i was fine not being her first priority but everyone is telling me that i deserve better and things like that and it was really taking its toll on me and she said "well lemme kick their ***** and then they can talk about priority haha" so i know doesnt mean anything by this but what can i do? i dont mind waiting on her but im afraid that we are/going to drift apart even though she assures me that wont happen. she says that just because we dont talk doesnt mean that shes not thinking about me or worrying about my safety. (i know this is true becasue once we went a week without talking and when we finally did she showed me a shirt she bought and it was my favorite football team and she didnt talk to me a few days before christmas and she eventually gave me my presents which was a tool bag considering i love tools and a fox racing hat because she knows how much i support her motocross racing) so i know she still loves me and only has my well being in mind but why do this? i always assumed that she just didnt want to take her frustration from her family out on me and that why she did this but i honestly dont know anymore.