So I walked out of the store tonight-I sit down in the car and I notice that T's car is parked a row ahead of me...I know he lives really close to me so I don't know why I was so shocked to see that he was at the same store...so I sit there for a minute because for some reason it sent all kinds of anxiety through me-and I even thought about walking back into the store so that I could see him...but then I remembered that I looked an absolute mess-I have broken blood vessels all in my face from being sick-and my eyes were red and puffy from crying after watching a movie...so I definitely decided against it. Then I see him through the window walking with his son coming out of the store-my stomach dropped-and I got all nervous-but I watched them walk out-put the groceries in the car...it was so weird-and I just kept thinking don't see me...i dont want him to think i'm stalking him or something lol! but seeing him with his son was what left me with soo many mixed emotions...
My biggest fear is running into him with his entire family or even worse if I were with mine...ugg! so I'm glad I didn't spend any more time on picking the ice cream out...and avoided it for now...but I know it's inevitable in this small town!!!