I am sorry that you have to feel this way. I wish I could be there for you is these troubling times but such is life. Crew you have always shown me ways to look at bright sides of life and I have always found your advice useful in getting to the positives of apparently bad situations. I understand that it's the length of the illness and not its strength that is coming over you. All I can say is hang on tight and I will pray for your peace and comfort of mind and body! All will be well for you because you deserve it...